Human Being: Hurt

North Seattle Black and White Landscape 10.2023


Your brain since birth has had needs. Nurtured by others, because it’s in their nature to take care of us. Did you know that a human babies screams are designed to alert everyone to its existence. Yet to also be shrill enough to ward off predators. A baby can wake other individuals from a dead sleep. Do you like to be woken up? I am usually against asking questions I already know the answer too. I’m told this is a kind way to help others to think for themselves. I still feel it’s manipulative to use in this manner. However - the humans like what they like…Digressing again. No one likes being woken up, because our body is trying to do shit. Shit we don’t understand. So the babies disrupt this, why? Because they need something. In their little baseball brains the system is saying shit. Yo - I’m hungry! Yo - Gas, this is uncomfortable! Yo - I am sitting in my own digestion and it SUCKS! This is primal nature communicating. The animal is using what it knows but as it exists. It is useless. I am useless. I am hungry for answers, I’m uncomfortable, because of all that I’ve digested, and I want changed. That’s some powerful words from birth until now. How long does it take you to say them? How long does it take you to understand them so much of that is impacted by the volcanoes that we’ve experienced along the way. So what is the difference between discomfort and pain? Is a baby that is gassy in pain? Is pain that is pleasurable still pain? Do you see what I mean by us having more questions than answers. As hypothetical as these may seem, I feel it’s necessary to reframe how we look at and think about ourselves. many will perceive me as ignorant. In many ways that right. I don’t have all the answers. I’m not a neuroscientist nor a doctor of any kind, but in this case, I believe there’s something to be said about nature. what has become of instinct? Many animal species their offspring are much more self-sufficient in a much shorter amount of time. Because life demands it. Yet humans, it seems our codependency is being nurtured into itself. A vanity that’s erupted from traumatic and unfortunate grief. We avoid that which hurts us. 

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